Wrap Things Up?

Friend: It's a little unfair and selfish, when you make the decision, and you get the head start. You have the advantage. The advantage of letting go earlier, even though I had already imagined this as a result. The advantage of planning out the reasons/excuses, even though I had already thought of some. The advantage of having things processed already, while I am still processing, and still trying to understand. Why are there still so many questions? How come I am so stuck? So attached? Is it just me? ... But I suppose this does wrap things up. Wrap things up, as it is nearing the end of the year anyway. After wondering for so long, after all this time, there is finally some answer. So this is how everything settles. This is the feeling of being swept off your feet and lifted up high, then dropped down, alone. It's probably because of the timing, but it feels like I'm losing many things all at once. And patience and time seems wasted. Please be more considerate from now on. Well, I suppose we start building things up in the other direction now... But I'm still finding the silver lining. It is easier said than done.

GGM: I had only met you once, and we had spent limited time together, but we are connected. R.I.P.

Myself: Just keep on smiling.

Listening to: Lee Hom Wang 王力宏 - 心跳